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A dark place...
Where evil lurks...
And a man about to die seeks redemption...
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Looking back on it now, before I and the woman I've come to love are about to be murdered, I probably should've been more careful. I never wanted my revenge to be so... apocalyptic. I never wanted to change things so drastically; but all in all, most of the changes have been for the better.

 

...

 

Gods, I feel so foolish, looking back at it. I was so naive, then. I underestimated what one woman can do for the sake of greed. As for what came after...

 

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It's strange, really...

 

For years, looking back on what I did, I felt justified. Even after my Megami cured my madness, I felt justified in tearing the world apart as I and my creations did. But now, at the end of my long, long life, only now can I see the atrocities I committed, what evil I did in the name of myself, of making the world pay for what one arrogant, pathetic woman did to me.

 

Nothing could have justified the horrors I unleashed, nothing could justify the devastation. I thought I knew what I was doing.

 

What a fool I was.

 

And yet still, I feel things are turning out for the best...

 

The planet is back to a simpler time. Technology is re-arising, but in ways that don't reduce the world around it to sludge. Magic is being re-discovered. And more importantly, my creations, my Pokegirls, all are finding homes. Are finding love. Are at last, at last, truly starting to BELONG.

 

More and more Pokegirls are coming out of the wild. More and more are finding good homes, and caring Tamers. And for those who don't, well, that's why the Sanctuary Goths and other such groups exist. Peace is starting to return to the land.

 

And as for my most powerful creations, my Legendaries...

 

I can only hope that they eventually find peace, but preferably not the peace I am about to receive.

 

But now the real reason I write this log. Including this moderately rambling opening.

 

I want the world to see, see what happened, see how their world became what it is.

 

My name is James Scott, sometimes called Jim Sukotto in the history books.  But the name most people know me by is Sukebe.

 

And this is the story of how I reshaped the world...